I m back home . after 13hours of outdoor , feeling damn shag .
Finally i get a chance to play Left 4 Dead with friends today , its uberly fun (*3*) before that went to collect our stuff , Feeling so satisfied already (*3*) , i think my pc gonna break down soon .










And gosh . what the fuck is happening to me . I
have been suffering from brain damage last year untill now , the feeling is like shit , i went out just now and things were going normally for me , untill suddenly i forget what i am doing and why am i at the outdoors ,keep walking wrong directions and stuff , when having dinner with friends , my mind suddenly went blank and speechless feeling damn blur , seriously i duno what the hell i am doing and saying , Sorry Hiroshi my answer to you are just like so short replying u " Ya , faster ,and nodding actions .. please shout at me when that happens again , i don know what should i do. i try methods and methods to wake myself up , freezing my face with my drinks and slapping my face i cnt help but thinking of doing that will make me feel more awake yet i felt alittle better , that feeling is scary like i am dreaming or something . Not a daydreaming type , its like real dreaming when u are asleep , just what the hell ! And tons of times , when i am half way off to sleep already , i cnt breadth , my chest felt so heavy , its hell like i am gonna be out of breadth . just what the hell is wrong ?! i am feeling frightening,My head hurts now . Please get off me i am suffering like shit , Oh God , feeling heavy to breath now





The nostril ! Mehhh, random XD